TOTGA 2.0
The-One-That-God-Allowed
Years ago, I heard the name "Jude Sinahon" pero ofcourse hndi kita kilala personally at wala naman talaga akong pake. Mas nakilala lang kita nung naging fan mo ang mga batchmates ko. Lalo na nung mga time na fan na fan mo talaga sila but again wala ka lang talaga sakin. Yes I saw your pictures posted on social media and I was just like " ah ok may itsura naman " then scroll ako ulit. Pak! mataray si ate girl. Hndi kasi ako yung tipo na mahilig mag fan girl at kung iisipin ang imposible naman makapansin ka ng mga katulad ko compare mo naman ba sa mga babaeng nakikilala mo at isa pa.. nasa manila ka tapos ako iloilo. Pero wala nga talaga cgurong imposible no ? Not until na dahan dahan na nag wwork ang plano ni Lord. Sino ba naman mag eexpect na dito ka mag aaral sa iloilo ? FOR GOOD pa and yes.. wala pa din ako pake sayo 😂 nakakarinig ako ng mga bagay2 tungkoain sayo pero ang bata2 ko pa talaga nun, 2nd/3rd year highschool ? kaya wala talaga sa malay ko mag bigay ng attention. So ayun habang tumatagal parang hndi ko na masyado nakikita pictures mo kasi nga cguro nag start ka na din mag seryoso sa studies mo at medyo nag lessen kana cguro sa career mo kasi nga tutuparin mo pa ang pangarap mo na magiging dentista in the future kaya aral muna bago lahat at dahil nawala ka, Nakalimutan ko na din pangalan mo..
So fast forward.. College nako at may sariling pagiisip na din pero may kanya kanyang laman ang mga puso natin nun.May iba ako, at ikaw din may iba. May sari-sarili tayong buhay. Ang layo talaga ng mundo satin. Never kita nakita dito sa iloilo simula nung nag stay ka dito at nag aral.Hanggang sa dumating na yung time na magiging umpisa pala ng lahat. Chinat mo ko..Sabi mo " hello " oo as simple as that. Naging familiar ang pangalan mo at syempre ako hndi ako nag reply kagad pero naalala na kita at ang pangalan mo kaya chineck ko muna lahat ng accounts na meron ka baka kasi poser at bat ka naman mag cchat sakin ? Anong kailangan mo?? Nung napansin ko na parang hndi naman poser na account.. nag reply ako ng " hi " aminado naman ako na nagulat at na curious ako kung bat ka napa chat .. tapos yun, tinanong moko ng direct to the point kung saan yung set up ng dinner at surprise na ginawa ko kasi gagawin mo sa ka m.u mo nun.. nag reply nman ako ng maayos na kung pano at saan. Naging friends tayo simula nun.Oo friends lang..Nag kkwentuhan lang tayo kung pano tayo mag effort sa mga taong yun.. kung pano tayo ka handa na gawin ang lahat just to see them happy kahit minsan hirap din tayo but we chose to see their smiles pa din . Martir tayo kaya nga nag click tayo hahaha but again, GOD'S PLAN WILL ALWAYS BE PERFECT. Kung tayo, tayo talaga 🎶
It was and will always be a roller coaster journey with you. We had alot of tough times together and when I say alot, I really mean ALOT . Dati yung mga hugots natin talaga wagas . Naalala ko pa yung mga oras na " bat kaya hndi tayo inaapreciate ? " na mga tanong na kahit tayo hndi natin alam ang sagot . We were JUST FRIENDS and nothing else . Walang landian, paramdaman o harutan not until both sides ang naging free. Pero yun nga, we didn't have a good start with our relationship.. there are those people who judged and told us na hndi tayo tatagal na few months from now sino nanaman ba daw yung isusunod mo etc. Pano ba naman kasi.. God blessed you so much and we can't deny the fact na alot of girls is still into you kahit na may girlfriend ka , pero alam mo.. isa yan sa mga rason bat ako mas naging thankful. You have all the freedom to cheat, to be unloyal.. mag tago, lahat.. Alam ko na alam mo, na kung gugustuhin mo.. meron at pwde talaga akong palitan ANYTIME but you didn't. You gave me this assurance na tapos kana sa "dating gawi" and that you'd be faithful enough for this relationship. Without me asking, you gave me all your social media accounts.Your Facebook,Instagram,Twitter,Snapchat,Gmail..lahat even your password on phone. Wala ata akong hndi alam sa account mo. I saw all your accounts, nag throwback ako sa abot ng makakaya ng puso ko ..lahat ng ka ekekan mo sa babae sa past mo .. NBI eh ano magagawa ko haha kaya kahit masakit , I need to know everything about you and I did. You've changed ALOT in a good way and became a better version of yourself . You were way far different already sa Jude na nakilala ko at ng tao. Nag click talaga tayo, we became so open and attached too to the point na hndi tayo nakakatulog pag walang naka hang na call or video chat * akala mo naman ldr * but those videochat and call moments will always be part of our relationship kaya hanggang ngayon hobby pa din natin.
Dati din sabi nila, " sa una lang yan !" , " di kayo mag tatagal " " ganyan talaga pag bago " but NO. Your priceless efforts since day one up to now is so overwhelming that even I , could not believe na nag eexist pa ang mga katulad mo. You're that tyoe of a guy who'll always show-off your girl publicly or even through your social media accounts bsta ! in any way just to let everybody know that you love her so much and that you are grateful. It will always be JUDE SINHAHON's way na mag bigay effort, halaga at pagmamahal sa taong mahal niya. Alam yan ng mga kaibigan mo at ng mga taong malalapit sayo. Swerte pa din lahat ng babae na minahal mo ng buo dahil minahal mo sila the way they should be. Yun nga lang.. Mas swerte nga lang ako. Charot 😂
Yes, I may not be the first girl that you loved neither the first girl that showed and gave you importance, sabi mo nga diba na marami ka nang minahal na babae at marami na din ang nag mahal sayo.. but how I hope and pray that I'd be the last for you. Hndi ako maganda, maputi o sexy , hndi din ako perfect katulad nung mga kilala at mga nakakausap mo pero I have one thing to offer and that is Pure Love❤️ Pure and Genuine Love. Kilala mo ako pe, you know how much I adore you and that you amaze me all the time. No one could ever replace you here in my heart no matter what. Hndi ko masasabi na magiging perfect ako in a way na wala akong magiging kasalanan sayo, abnormal din naman ako at times and I also have my own attitude and flaws to correct but one thing is for sure.. simula ng maging tayo, ayoko na ng iba. For better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health.. Mag aaway lang tayo pero hndi kita iiwan. Truly God is AMAZING for he allowed someone like you to love me the way I want it to be .You are PRICELESS IN ANY WAY 💖. YOU DESERVE MORE THAN WHAT YOU THINK YOU DESERVE Jude.
To The One That God Allowed (TOTGA) to love me...HAPPY HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ! It feels so great for we have survived alot of world war in this journey😅. This is just the start of everything for us both. May we be strong enough to face every trial that the world could ever give. More days,months and years to come for us. Lalaban tayo ng sabay b3Beh qOu . Kapit lang 💪🏻
I love you ❤️
- J✖️J
